So, yesterday I realized that I missed my horse. I used to go to the barn all day everyday and then school really started getting in the way. I haven't seen my horse since Friday and I don't get to see her until tomorrow. I ended up calling my friend at the barn to go to her stall and take pictures and videos of her and send them to me. And I would send them back and we had a conversation through my friend. My sister looked at me like I was insane, but it was exactly what I needed. It made my day. I don't think you ever realize how much you love your horse until you are away from them. And sure, I've been away from her longer but being away from her for this long and missing her this much makes me realize how much I care for her. I honestly love her to the moon and back and I hope she feels the same way about me, even if I don't have treats to offer. I never notice how I feel about her as a whole when I'm with her. I tell her I love her all the time, but I guess I never realized how much I meant it. I don't know what I'm going to so this summer when I go on vacation for two weeks. It's going to be two whole weeks of pure torture. And girl, I'm going to spend the whole time missing you like I am missing you today. Message of this: don't ever take not even one minute for granted with your horse, because you never know when you won't have that time anymore. Love more than you ever have before and try not to have to miss your horse. It hurts.